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(no subject) [Jan. 2nd, 2006|11:32 am]
bsmakerx
I have been having an incredible past few weeks, as recently me and Jess have started going out. We just have good times, and it feels really comfortable and we both are really into eachother. She makes me smile and laugh so much, just by watching her mannerisms and things she says. She definitely is the highlight of my life, and i know that there is something between us that is really good, and happy. This past week we have hung out almost every day, and she has given me so many things way beyond what i expected and its amazing to finally be able to feel this way about someone, because its a really sweeeet thing we have going.

On anotther note i finally have applied to Suffolk University, my #1 school. coming up this week i am going to be applying to Bentley, and UNH, as well as one MA state school, i dont know which one yet. But im happy this year is going by fast, so college can creep into all of our lives finally. Anyhow i have to go.

Definitely haven't updated in over a few months...
PEACE
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(no subject) [Nov. 18th, 2005|03:37 pm]
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I cant take not being able to talk to someone who i had an awesome year with last year as one of my best friends. The worst part is im sure now it was all my fault by now and i see this person and my heart sinks cuz i realize things will never be the same as they ever were and its hurts alot. i was thinking about a lot of things today and i hate only having 3 good friends. it really sucks a lot. i wish i wasnt an asshole and i wish i could be more considerate and understanding sometimes because i ruined something that was going to be an endless time of laughing, hanging out, and just the normal friend things that are all over now and have been since early july. Carmen tells me that she does miss the old times, and i feel the same exact way. if i could go back to july and make myself refrain from totally un called for comments i could have salvaged this. its not going to happen unless i initiate it and that is the hardest part for me cuz i dont want this person to completely ignore me and block out what im saying because im wicked torn up about this and will be until it is mended. You were there for me after my Shaw's thing, you were a great friend by driving me for a whole month back when my car was totalled, and we shared great funny time from then until July. i dont even get myself sometimes and im still sickened by everything that has gone down. please forgive me from the bottom of my hopeless and stupid heart.

: / :/
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(no subject) [Aug. 5th, 2005|12:38 pm]
bsmakerx
Had a great time at six flags on wednesday. spent a lot of money. Iv basically been working around 30 hours a week to pull in some dough for Italy and its good because i only owe another 250 to my mom for it. Im thinking ill be getting to work on Thursdays and Saturdays once school starts up. So ill be working 12 hours a week, not bad money at 9 dollars an hour. And ill still be able to have a social life cuz ill have 5 days off a week. Not a bad plan. I really need to sign up for the SATs soon because i want to get them over with in October. I gotta go to the library and get some summer reading books too. but that wont happen for another week when itll be to late to start. Now im heading off to get a haircut, to return a month overdue library books and then to work from 4-10, really 3-11 because i have to drive an hour each way. I cant wait for school to start though, so i can have less hours at work and get this year over with.

PEACE OUT
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(no subject) [Jun. 25th, 2005|10:51 pm]
bsmakerx
I am in A house of the Maisch kind. I love bums. i love white bums. Especially dirrrty little hoes in the moning. baby BEEE HAVE! oohhh i like this ditty fellign i get when with you tootsie roll. mmm make it hurt roll around in the dirty hoe you is.
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(no subject) [Apr. 20th, 2005|08:10 am]
bsmakerx
off to my beach today against the wishes of both my parents. i called into work and everything. haha.
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(no subject) [Apr. 4th, 2005|10:13 pm]
bsmakerx
Today was an eventful day. I went to school to find out that the Italy meeting was right after school. No big deal, i just didnt realize it would creep up this fast. Then in Spanish i got an awful grade on my test i took. A 52, yah in spanish that is mighty low. I felt like an idiot. I have never gotten below a C on a test in there. But its okay, itll definitely go up, i meen come on its Mrs. Caramelo's Class. Then after school i went to the meeting for Italy, and its going to cost 1840. that isnt to bad, i thought it might be more. I have to come up with 900 of it and my own spending money. So by next February i need 500 dollars to spend and to have given 900 to my mom. She is covering the other half. It really surprises me how my dad is so cheap. My mom got me an IPOD for my bday. My dad got me a shit card. No IOU, no anything else, a fucking card. Those are times i think to myself, wow i know you hated me, but this is deep. Not to mention the daily fights i get into with him. I want to punch him one of these times so he realizes that im not a little kid anymore, and the things he does/says do in fact make me wish he were dead. But i asked him to cover my deposit so i could go on this trip as my bday gift today. He said yah i can do it for you Thursday. I said no, i need it by tomorrow to guarantee a spot. After bitching and moaining about how he cant afford to pay me that, hes broke, comparing bills with my mom (a weekly occurrence) and me reminding him 3 times before he left for work to leave a check he did. Fucking PRick. But a lot of people i like are going to go on this trip. It will be eventful and a good time. Cant wait for February to come now.

I get my SAT scores in a week online. Im nervous as all hell about that.
My Grades i am anticipating on my report card are honor roll, so if i can FINALLY get honor roll in high school i might just cry when that report card comes in. I'v always had a stupid class where my grade is on the cusp of a B and i try hard to move it but to no avail. Only 2 months until JUne. Once JUne comes, school will be easy and ill be beaching it every weekend.
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(no subject) [Mar. 22nd, 2005|08:25 pm]
bsmakerx
Sweet about 10 people are going to my birthday thing at olive garden.



and i think more are going to be invited.
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(no subject) [Mar. 20th, 2005|12:14 pm]
bsmakerx
Last night i met up with Kate, Ryan, and Peter, and we went to a chinese restaurant. I didnt drink at all last night as i was driving. Carmen had barely a sip of some bacardi, but kate and ryan got pretty close to shattered. Luckily there is a lot of booze leftt over so next saturday night will be a a good time. I think i can have people over here to, so if your interested. I am pumped though school only 4 days this week, and i am working 20 hours. So i will have money. My birthday is on Thursday too, I am thinking maybe Olive Garden for my birthday. Just maybe 10-12 people. IDK anyone interested in doing that on Thurs night, or something? I want to do something, i just dk what yet.

MAybe going to Nik's house today to watch movies.

Other than that have a good day.
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(no subject) [Mar. 17th, 2005|07:48 pm]
bsmakerx
Anyone want to see The Ring 2 tomoro night after 8:30
That is the time i get out of work.
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(no subject) [Mar. 5th, 2005|09:23 am]
bsmakerx
Working a fantastic 5 hour 45 minute shift today. 11:15 until 5. But that meens i got two days of work this week, so about 11 and a half hours of pay wont be bad next wednesday. Thats an easy 70 bucks. I then got chosen for MASC for my supercalifragilisticexpialodoshious essay. That meens i get to miss next Thursday of school. And it will be a good time in Hynannis. 16 THS people are going to it. I was chosen out of 25 and i had the last essay passed in wicked late. so that is good news. I am also running for Treasurer of all of E-Board as well as Historian on StuCo as a whole. And obviuolsyt come June ill run for Treasurer of our class again. I hope colleges like this type of leadership.

In Law i got chosen as a juror which entails re-wrting a 20 page documnet and summrizing a 15 page article. SWEET, Then cos im one of the smarter kids in that class i got chosen as someones back up so I have to LEARN a 3 page essay word for word. YAYYYY for LAW. I like that class but i think its ridiculoous i still have to do all that if im already havin g to learn additonal lines. Its stupid.

Today will be decent. Work then out for the night. IU have eaten out every night this past week and my bank account reflects that. Im down to 150.
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